Loving too much, and drinking

Alcohol puts to sleep the part of your brain that says NO. And you know how important that part of our brain is when you’re trying not to practice your particular style of loving too much.

Sometimes we want to call him or stop by his house or spend the night with him, even though we know that doing so is a big mistake.

So we drink first.

Later, by telling ourselves we wouldn’t have behaved as we did if we hadn’t been drinking, we avoid taking responsibility for our choices and exploring their meaning in our life.

And so our unhealthy cycle continues.